One of the most successful pop stars of the 80s, Adam Ant was a phenomenon. This autobiography tells the full story of his amazing life from his dysfunctional childhood to his key role in the punk movement and creation of a unique musical style that brought him a string of hits, both singles and albums.
Hardcover
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336 pages
Published
September 15th 2006
by Sidgwick & Jackson Ltd
(first published 2006)
I was a big fan of Adam Ant in the late 70s, before he went on to become mega with the whole cowboys, Indians and pirates thing. I first saw the band in an early incarnation at Wardour Street's Vortex Club supporting my other fave ('before they became famous') band Siouxsie and the Banshees. I liked the vaguely dangerous atmosphere at the gigs, loved the edgy show, the frankly weird songs about S&M, Dirk Bogarde, and Hampstead ('not a place for revolutions - you're deprived of being deprived
I was a big fan of Adam Ant in the late 70s, before he went on to become mega with the whole cowboys, Indians and pirates thing. I first saw the band in an early incarnation at Wardour Street's Vortex Club supporting my other fave ('before they became famous') band Siouxsie and the Banshees. I liked the vaguely dangerous atmosphere at the gigs, loved the edgy show, the frankly weird songs about S&M, Dirk Bogarde, and Hampstead ('not a place for revolutions - you're deprived of being deprived'). So the parts of this book that interested me most were those that dealt with this early period, and it went all too quickly. Adam's rise to fame was accompanied by sex addiction, an inability to stay in one place for too long - he bought several houses, in several places, in which he barely lived before selling them - and an inability to stay in the steady relationships he craved. It's all here, set out frankly, and rather heartbreakingly at times, and I was reading, thinking, 'How did you screw that up AGAIN...' The repetitive nature of Adam's various and numerous affairs with women, conflicts with managers and record companies comes through in the book, and, far from making it a bad read, underlines the nature of what is gradually revealed: his incipient mental illness, culminating in his well-publicised instances of being sectioned and prosecuted. I can't really complain about the lack of detail in the early years - the early versions of the Ants just formed a phase he went through - but I'd like to have seen more detail of the creative aspects; how did he come to write this song or that, what was in his mind at the time. The number of collaborators he worked with grew, but he writes off their endeavours with yet another statement on the lines of 'so we got together and wrote more songs'. His observations on the early punk scene and some of its characters are quite well done - including two punch-ups with Sid Vicious - and his time spent with characters as larger-than-life as Derek Jarman, Jordan (Pamela Rooke, so much more than a 'shop assistant for Vivienne Westwood') and Malcolm McLaren. Adam's quest to 'get into the movies' draws a lot of time in the book, and his sense of despair at being offered yet another role as a 'sort of rock star figure' comes over very well; unfortunately, he starts to tell it as desperately as he must have appeared to be, finally making the wrong choices of roles in films destined to be B-movies before they were even finished. The end seems positive - the Kindle version has a long footnote about having his book out and knowing that there are still people out there who are fans, a new relationship that at last seems stable and a positive turn to his life. He did a series of gigs throughout 2011 - look them up on YouTube - in which he seems to have regained his old songs and his old power and presence, and I hope (being an old admirer, despite his having dropped off my radar for 20 years) that continues for him. For a much longer version of this, and a reminisence about the day I nearly became an Ant, see my blog at
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I found this a very interesting and quite nostalgic read. Although I was never lucky enough to see Adam Ant perform live, I did see some of the other bands he mentions such as Siouxsie and the Banshees. This made this a nostalgic trip back to the heady days of early punk - the excitment of discovering new bands, new music and the thrill of shocking my parents by playing some pretty risque singles extra loud in my bedroom.
He writes very very well, his artistic influences are there in his use of l
I found this a very interesting and quite nostalgic read. Although I was never lucky enough to see Adam Ant perform live, I did see some of the other bands he mentions such as Siouxsie and the Banshees. This made this a nostalgic trip back to the heady days of early punk - the excitment of discovering new bands, new music and the thrill of shocking my parents by playing some pretty risque singles extra loud in my bedroom.
He writes very very well, his artistic influences are there in his use of language. There is a wonderful description of his Grandfather's nose - which I felt the need to read out loud to anyone that would listen.
Having worked in a mental hospital for many years, I recognised his description of the highs and lows of manic (bipolar) depression - and found it incredible that he was undiagnosed with this from early childhood.
I hope that by writing this book he has been able to overcome some of his demons.
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I found this a fascinating read. Written honestly, Adam takes you on a journey from his early childhood to the present day, and documents the ups and downs in his life. He writes candidly about his battle with bipolar disorder and, particularly in the later chapters, you really feel for him. However, there are times when Adam seems to skim over months and years, and I felt that he could have talked more about his career in the late 80s and early 90s, when his fame was slipping and his records we
I found this a fascinating read. Written honestly, Adam takes you on a journey from his early childhood to the present day, and documents the ups and downs in his life. He writes candidly about his battle with bipolar disorder and, particularly in the later chapters, you really feel for him. However, there are times when Adam seems to skim over months and years, and I felt that he could have talked more about his career in the late 80s and early 90s, when his fame was slipping and his records weren't selling so well. One minute, he talks of a no. 2 single being a disaster, but then suddenly seems content with having a record that peaks at no. 13, but provides no explicit explanation for this. His love life is also incredibly complex and I found myself having to flick back in the book to work out who he was talking about. At times I felt he came across as being quite self-centred, yet there are glimpses in the book that suggest the contrary (e.g. towards the end of the book he says the thing that spurred him on in his career was the desire to look after his family, particularly his mum, and he also tried to help his dad when he was arrested). It's worth noting that the paperback version of the book contains an extra epilogue that follows his story since publishing the hardback version of this book. Overall, I really enjoyed the book and would recommend it to anyone interested in Adam, the 80s or pop music history.
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I found this memoir by Adam Ant fascinating, but not totally for the words on the page. The first part of the book is really fantastic, where he describes his family and upbringing, which is border-lined terrible. The last part of the book is horrifying due to his severe manic -depressive state. The middle part (surprising) is not that interesting for some odd reason.
I would like to know more about the recordings, because as a life-long pop music fan I think Adam Ant made some amazing and UNIQU
I found this memoir by Adam Ant fascinating, but not totally for the words on the page. The first part of the book is really fantastic, where he describes his family and upbringing, which is border-lined terrible. The last part of the book is horrifying due to his severe manic -depressive state. The middle part (surprising) is not that interesting for some odd reason.
I would like to know more about the recordings, because as a life-long pop music fan I think Adam Ant made some amazing and UNIQUE pop recordings. His greater recordings are sort of Brian Eno meets Morricone. And his guitar player and co-songwriter Marco is an amazing guitar player. Beautifully textured recordings.
The showbiz aspect of Adam, which is a big part of his make-up (no pun intended) is huge, yet it sort of takes away the uniquness of his recordings. That said, the showbiz part of the book is kind of weird compared to the rest of the book. He talks about meeting famous people all the same way . Whatever he meets them backstage at one of his concerts or he himself waiting in line to get a book signed by a famous individual. It seems to be the same to him. There is sort of a numbing affect where he is watching from a distance.
There is also the 'gay' aspect of Adam that is totally missing in the memoir. This is not saying that he's gay or not (a serious sex addict regarding his women), yet for sure it is sort of a 'gay' aesthetic that plays in his visuals as well as his obsessive (in a good way) take on clothes, etc.
Overall I think he's a remarkable pop music artist - and it's interesting to see how he used his 'manic' side with respect to his music career. Also I think this is a good document of the London punk years. Adam is a good writer when the emotions are upfront and there in front of him.
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Fostergrants
Tosh, i'm getting the sense that the omissions and adam's "watching from a distance" style has you haunted. deelish! how 'heathcliff' of him. i can't
Tosh, i'm getting the sense that the omissions and adam's "watching from a distance" style has you haunted. deelish! how 'heathcliff' of him. i can't wait to also check out the dvd you mentioned to me. i cannot help but slightly compare adam to peter burns...who overshares to the point of nausea - probably not a fair comparison in terms of talent but i'm hoping i never see adam ant on a reality show with lips that look like pink bananas. adam ant was always a little mysterious and seem uncomfortable with himself, that was part of his appeal i think. even his videos were foggy and grainy, as i try to recall so many years later. now i'm off to google kureshi and spend some money on amazon!
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Dec 30, 2007 10:07AM
David
He also appears in Derek Jarman's punk Elizabethan fantasia "Jubilee."
Dec 30, 2007 10:20AM
Recommends it for:
Music lovers, people interested in Punk and New Romantics
Recommended to Sharon by:
My friend Sam
A very interesting and sometimes sad history of one of the most enigmatic pop stars of the early 80s and 90s.
As well as his childhood and his rise to fame and the comedown afterwards, he talks about punk at it's peak in London in the 70s. What is also facinating is that he talks frankly of his depression and manic episodes and the truth behind some of his relationships and sexual exploits.
This is a very well written book, honest and truthful. I rather think that this book helped Adam defeat some
A very interesting and sometimes sad history of one of the most enigmatic pop stars of the early 80s and 90s.
As well as his childhood and his rise to fame and the comedown afterwards, he talks about punk at it's peak in London in the 70s. What is also facinating is that he talks frankly of his depression and manic episodes and the truth behind some of his relationships and sexual exploits.
This is a very well written book, honest and truthful. I rather think that this book helped Adam defeat some of his demons and the added epilogue which is an addition to the paperback version not in the hardback is a lovely touch, where he talks about the book signings and his ongoing road to recovery.
Before I read this book, I thought he was a good musician and I liked his music and only knew what had been written about him. After reading this book I find that now not only do I now love his music, I admire and respect this man.
Well worth a read if you have any interest in music.
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A very readable book about a very interesting man. I have long been a fan of Adam Ant's music so reading about his life was very fascinating to me. He is very blunt in his descriptions (from his point of view) about his life and his writing style is engaging. He addresses his lifelong struggled with bipolar illness and how he is coping with it now. I would definitely recommend this book to fans of his music or autobiographies.
Stand & Deliver is a powerful autobiography. You feel as if you are in Adam Ant's head throughout the book. Parts about his bipolar disorder were difficult and and at times upsetting to read, but he is truly a survivor. I would recommend it to anyone who loves his music.
From having an abusive father to being sectioned under the Mental Health Act of 1983, this man has come out the other side with humility and humour. Adam is just about my favourite person on the planet.
I listened to this audiobook, on a whim. I had been aware of this book for years but something drew me towards finally reading it. I loved that the book was read by the man, himself. I was still in primary school when I heard 'Ant Music'. I was too young to enjoy his music and appreciate the well constructed image/persona that was Adam Ant. It was good, fun pop music to me. As I grew up, I was aware that he had gone into acting and I saw him popping up here and there. I saw him on Live Aid, too.
I listened to this audiobook, on a whim. I had been aware of this book for years but something drew me towards finally reading it. I loved that the book was read by the man, himself. I was still in primary school when I heard 'Ant Music'. I was too young to enjoy his music and appreciate the well constructed image/persona that was Adam Ant. It was good, fun pop music to me. As I grew up, I was aware that he had gone into acting and I saw him popping up here and there. I saw him on Live Aid, too. Apart from that though, I knew little of what became of him and knew nothing about his past.
So, this book was quite an eye opener. I was drawn into the book right from the start, with its rather clever opening. As I read on, I learnt of his troubled childhood, abusive father, poverty, punk connections and his mental illness. I found myself truly caring for his well being and happiness - something that surprised me. After all, I had approached the book as a bit of 'where is he now?' 80's nostalgia. I got a lot more than what I bargained for with this autobiography, and I am glad I did. It has real substance.
The book does end on a hopeful note and I have learnt that he has actually been touring the UK this year! I do hope he makes it down to Australia. If not, I wish him a happy and healthy life, regardless. Thanks, Adam - for the music, the fun, and the flair.
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I feared reading this book because it had the potential to be so self indulgent, but Adam Ant writes pretty honestly and not very melodramatically about his life. It's not the most eloquent memoir in the world (or the least), but it took me through Adam's troubled childhood, the punk and post-punk London music scenes and explained more recent, unhappy appearances in the news.
I love Adam Ant and when I found out that he wrote an autobiography I was more than thrilled!! Dealing with fame and super star status, not to mention Bi-Polar disorder, he cronicles his life from the begining all the way to his healthly life now. A wonderful read for thoes who love the music or if you just love the british pop idol.
A talented singer from the 80's, this is his story. There's no pretty words, just straight up truth, hard as some of it is to read. You get the whole story on his childhood, his loves, his music, his fall from grace, his mental illness, all the truth behind the tabloidism. He's a witty, amazing man, and so is the book.
Wasn't a huge adam ant fan, saw the doc on tv and became curious. read the book and just didnt want to put it down. fab honest account of his life and his actions and emotions. it would be an inspirational book for anyone suffering the same illness and i'm so glad he gets his happy ending
I was a HUGE Ant fan from the day I saw my first video (Kings of the Wild Frontier) in the early 80's. The style, music and drums grabbed me and shook up my little pre-teen world. Like many at the time, I spent hours in front of MTV waiting for a video, combed through magazines and jumped on any interview or performance I could find. The highlight of my junior high years was seeing him live in concert for the Friend or Foe tour.
Since we didn't have the internet, Youtube, Twitter etc artists were
I was a HUGE Ant fan from the day I saw my first video (Kings of the Wild Frontier) in the early 80's. The style, music and drums grabbed me and shook up my little pre-teen world. Like many at the time, I spent hours in front of MTV waiting for a video, combed through magazines and jumped on any interview or performance I could find. The highlight of my junior high years was seeing him live in concert for the Friend or Foe tour.
Since we didn't have the internet, Youtube, Twitter etc artists were still very much at arms length. In this book, Adam Ant let's us in and doesn't hold back. I knew some of his story, but he really goes into details about each stage of his life. Knowing the back story for a lot of things has been really interesting. I've been going through videos and interviews on Youtube looking for things he mentions in the book. It's been a fun walk down memory lane but also a brand new look into the music and Adam at the time. If you were ever an Ant fan or still are, this is a must read just for that part alone!
Adam is very honest about his mental illness and I applaud him for being so candid. This is also a great book for getting a true insight on what it is to deal with these issues. Mental illness still has so many taboos. People don't understand it's an illness like kidney disease or cancer. We need someone to lead the charge on changing attitudes and beliefs. Adam shook things up in so many ways back in the day, so maybe he's the right person to take this on too.
Adam Ant got me through a lot of tough times as a kid - peer pressure, ridicule, bullying, etc. I could lose myself in his music and some of his lyrics gave me something to hold on to. He was an inspiration to me then and I have a new found respect for him now. Adam - I'm glad you're back!
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I love Antmusic. Back in the day, I enjoyed the hits on MTV- since then, I've become much more of a fan. I was excited to read about how it all came to be. The early chapters seemed a little long and I was itching to get on with reaching the music and his later mental breakdown, but he really seemed to cover a lot of ground. He gave great focus to the formation and rise of his rock career and sound. There was a lot of detail on the work - and his sex life. The latter, at times, was too detailed,
I love Antmusic. Back in the day, I enjoyed the hits on MTV- since then, I've become much more of a fan. I was excited to read about how it all came to be. The early chapters seemed a little long and I was itching to get on with reaching the music and his later mental breakdown, but he really seemed to cover a lot of ground. He gave great focus to the formation and rise of his rock career and sound. There was a lot of detail on the work - and his sex life. The latter, at times, was too detailed, leaving me feeling uncomfortable. Yet, he dated a lot of famous women, and he does spill the tea. I have to admit, much of the reading left me liking him a lot less than when I began the book. At times, he comes off as a bit narcissistic and lacking a little insight. Yet, when he finally really delved into his madness (bipolar disorder) in the final chapter, my respect again flourished. He seemed humbled and I appreciated his candor. He has called mental illness the last taboo, and having worked in the field, I have to agree. Overall, I really enjoyed the book - an easy 4+ stars. I recommend it to Ant fans, anybody nostalgic for the 80s, and those interested in mental health.
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I've been a fan of Adam Ant since the early 80's and have always found him to be a very interesting person.
This book was quite enjoyable and gives some good insights into the punk music scene from that time and area as well as into Adam's life.
It was interesting to hear about how he coped with a disorder that he didn't even know he had until quite late in life.
I think it helps to be a fan of his music to enjoy the book, but it isn't required. There are a few places where he assumes some knowled
I've been a fan of Adam Ant since the early 80's and have always found him to be a very interesting person.
This book was quite enjoyable and gives some good insights into the punk music scene from that time and area as well as into Adam's life.
It was interesting to hear about how he coped with a disorder that he didn't even know he had until quite late in life.
I think it helps to be a fan of his music to enjoy the book, but it isn't required. There are a few places where he assumes some knowledge of the music and culture that not all readers may be familiar with. In my case, the term "Teds", there really isn't an explanation of who they are and what the confict between them and "Punks" is about.
However, those instances are fairly rare and don't really detract from the enjoyment of the book.
And, in case you are curious, this website has some information on it:
Overall, I would recommend the book to anyone who is a fan of Adam Ant, or has an interest in the history of punk rock.
If you are interested in a first hand account of someone dealing with initially undiagnosed bipolar disorder you might also find this an interesting read.
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I enjoyed this book but in a way I'm sorry I read it. It's a very honest book, he doesn't pull any punches, its a real warts and all tale. However, thats the problem. Theres a saying that you shouldn't meet your idols for fear of disappointment, and it's true. I know he had mental problems with bipolar, and you can see where it began. But I think he also had a big ego, was a control freak and at times quite arrogant. He recognises this in himself, but its almost as though he is making himself lo
I enjoyed this book but in a way I'm sorry I read it. It's a very honest book, he doesn't pull any punches, its a real warts and all tale. However, thats the problem. Theres a saying that you shouldn't meet your idols for fear of disappointment, and it's true. I know he had mental problems with bipolar, and you can see where it began. But I think he also had a big ego, was a control freak and at times quite arrogant. He recognises this in himself, but its almost as though he is making himself look bad, because it would be a better read. Overall its a good book, but I think it will be put away somewhere safe (it's a signed copy given to me for my birthday), I wont read it again and I'll remember Adam Ant as my favourite persona of "king of the wild frontier", and not as the person I read about.
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Adam Ant dropped off my radar some time in the late 80s, early 90s, and only pinged back on following his court case for affect. Clearly something had happened in the intervening years, and this book lays that bare and the root causes if it.
There are few affectations in this book, maybe surprisingly for someone who appeared so image obsessed.
It's not a heart warming tale, but it's candid and pulls no punches.
It would garner 5 stars, but the detail of the "glory" years is rather glossed over, alt
Adam Ant dropped off my radar some time in the late 80s, early 90s, and only pinged back on following his court case for affect. Clearly something had happened in the intervening years, and this book lays that bare and the root causes if it.
There are few affectations in this book, maybe surprisingly for someone who appeared so image obsessed.
It's not a heart warming tale, but it's candid and pulls no punches.
It would garner 5 stars, but the detail of the "glory" years is rather glossed over, although given the seriousness of the mental problems he was dealing with, I can sort of understand where his focus is.
Whether you're a fan or not, this narration of a battle with mental illness would leave only the most cold hearted unmoved.
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Recommends it for:
Adam Ant fans, people interested in bi-polar disorder
On the surface this book seems to be a standard auto-biography about the new-wave/punk rock star Adam Ant, and about his trials that seem to match many other children of the 50's growing up in rural England. Besides the facinating insight of how he became one of the biggest rock stars of the UK this book takes a left turn and becomes tour de force of how depression and bi-polar disorder can cripple a man. Adam Ant is one of my favorite rock stars of all time and being bi-polar myself, this book
On the surface this book seems to be a standard auto-biography about the new-wave/punk rock star Adam Ant, and about his trials that seem to match many other children of the 50's growing up in rural England. Besides the facinating insight of how he became one of the biggest rock stars of the UK this book takes a left turn and becomes tour de force of how depression and bi-polar disorder can cripple a man. Adam Ant is one of my favorite rock stars of all time and being bi-polar myself, this book touched me in ways I never imagined.
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As an Ant fan since hearing a Dirk song at the tender age of 9 in the late '70's, I read Mr Goddards biog back in the 80's, as the hey days were nearing the wane. I lost most of my Ant memorabilia, a function of life and it's misfortunes. Having been kept away from anything so wonderful as a concert by a controlling father, I thought that my chance to see Mr Ant gig was lost forever.
So deep was this disappointment, despite continuing to have bought CD's and DVD's, I refused to hear my friends ad
As an Ant fan since hearing a Dirk song at the tender age of 9 in the late '70's, I read Mr Goddards biog back in the 80's, as the hey days were nearing the wane. I lost most of my Ant memorabilia, a function of life and it's misfortunes. Having been kept away from anything so wonderful as a concert by a controlling father, I thought that my chance to see Mr Ant gig was lost forever.
So deep was this disappointment, despite continuing to have bought CD's and DVD's, I refused to hear my friends advising of various events - a street concert, a gig at The Jazz Club etc. And as for an opportunity to see him perform Dirk.....never! Not until I had tickets hot off the printer would I believe.
Back to the book. Buying the biog again smacked of collecting memorabilia & surely I was too old for such frivolity? But I have been told that if you haven't grown up by the age of 40, you don't have to, so I bought it. I was expecting to re-read the original, with a few extra chapters. Not so. There are definitely a few things I remember from the original that are not here so there has been a bit of a re-write. Focussing on the whole rather than individual items, I gather that a re-write was necessary to acknowledge the part ill health played in Adam Ant's drive to succeed. Brutally honest, a must for Ants of any age. I'm just waiting for the next instalment. Over to you Mr A......
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Overall I liked it. Slow and dry in some places (simply listing cities/dates of a tour, or people in his childhood), with humor spread throughout. And of course, lots of depressing, sad bits. Its particularly interesting to see him writing about how optimistic he was with a new recording, when you know that it didn't go anywhere.
If you've been a fan of his work, or a child of the 80s, you have some fun and surprises waiting for you in Stand & Deliver!
Even if you don't particularly like Adam Ant, it's such a brilliant read. Really interesting reading about his childhood and especially his relationship or lack of with his dad. Interesting finding about what happened behind the scenes at Top of the Pops and just the general pop world. Definitely recommend.
Unputdownable, honest and emotive, I found myself crying for the child he had been and amazed at how he managed to achieve so much, and I wasn't a fan in the 80s, I just read this out of curiosity.
I loved Adam Ant when I was a teenager! In this book he writes about his battle with manic depression, and how it affected his fame. This book made me feel very sympathetic to him.
I was a huge Adam Ant fan in my youth, so I enjoyed this book quite a bit. If I were just reading it as a biography in its own right would I love it? Hard to say.
Read this book as it came recommended by someone close to me,
to understand not only their music choice but also what dealing with a disorder (Biploar) was like.
I was actually in the UK where the author grew up and went to a couple of the places he lived while reading this book
and that was pretty amazing. Apart from also listening to the albums he mentions working on, was quite an experience.
I dont think I wouldve picked up this book on my own, simple because I didnt grow up listening to Adam
Read this book as it came recommended by someone close to me,
to understand not only their music choice but also what dealing with a disorder (Biploar) was like.
I was actually in the UK where the author grew up and went to a couple of the places he lived while reading this book
and that was pretty amazing. Apart from also listening to the albums he mentions working on, was quite an experience.
I dont think I wouldve picked up this book on my own, simple because I didnt grow up listening to Adam Ant.
an interesting read, music and life. I suppose this review wouldve been very different had I been a fan of his :)
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