Ripped from today's headlines, and based on the scandalously true story, Amen's Boy tells the tale of a young man who decides to become a Catholic priest. But before he can graduate from the seminary, he must preserve his youthful innocence from the physical, mental, and sexual abuse of...a sadistic father, a violent brother, a molesting classmate, and a secret cabal of pr
Ripped from today's headlines, and based on the scandalously true story, Amen's Boy tells the tale of a young man who decides to become a Catholic priest. But before he can graduate from the seminary, he must preserve his youthful innocence from the physical, mental, and sexual abuse of...a sadistic father, a violent brother, a molesting classmate, and a secret cabal of priests hiding within the very framework of Mother Church herself. In the end, Jacob Campbell can only maintain his core self through what may be an actual epiphany, including visitations by angels and heavenly hosts--or possibly drug-induced self-delusions conjured up by exposure to hallucinogens and prescription pills. A riveting, terrifying, moving, and ultimately redeeming visit to seminary hell--and back again!
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This book is a must read: I can't do justice to it in writing at the moment because I just finished it and I'm still in awe of the way the writer manages to transform profound experiences into words. In this intense spiritual and sexual memoir, ecstatic visions, the effects of abuse and the awakening of a teenager's sexuality form one rich narrative that propels the reader forward – but forward to what? The ending could be a breakdown or a redemption. The closest literature to it I can think of
This book is a must read: I can't do justice to it in writing at the moment because I just finished it and I'm still in awe of the way the writer manages to transform profound experiences into words. In this intense spiritual and sexual memoir, ecstatic visions, the effects of abuse and the awakening of a teenager's sexuality form one rich narrative that propels the reader forward – but forward to what? The ending could be a breakdown or a redemption. The closest literature to it I can think of is Joyce's "Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man," both for its treatment of religion, sexuality and visionary experience.
Amen's Boy is one of those books whose vivid grounding in "place" makes you feel like you've been somewhere else – in this case, the minor seminary and high school of Mettray (named after the penal colony in which Jean Genet was incarcerated). The name plays on the irony that a place can be both a heaven and a hell. When I finished the book, I could still feel the aura of Mettray around me and part of me wished I was still there. This is despite the fact that horrible things happen there. But nothing is black and white at Mettray: The narrator experiences both transcendence and soul-crushing brutality. I know from experience that 3 years in a child's life can seem like a lifetime and that childhood experience leaves lasting impressions; this is the case with Mettray. How the writer manages to capture ecstatic experiences and emotional trauma •in language• and •from childhood• is incredible.
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The fascinating first person view into the world of an abused boy, abused by family members, and when he goes to the priest for solace is taken in by the tender ruthlessness of the priest. In his longing to follow his vocation the boy is a special seminarian, a sacristan, but falls prey to ruthless peers, and is violated almost publicly, only to find no help but instead a seeming betrayal through a network of priests leaves the boy with all his dreams in tatters. The poetry of this book is elega
The fascinating first person view into the world of an abused boy, abused by family members, and when he goes to the priest for solace is taken in by the tender ruthlessness of the priest. In his longing to follow his vocation the boy is a special seminarian, a sacristan, but falls prey to ruthless peers, and is violated almost publicly, only to find no help but instead a seeming betrayal through a network of priests leaves the boy with all his dreams in tatters. The poetry of this book is elegant and the trauma and drama are intense. The young protagonist brings us with him in a remarkable unusual resolution to his dilemma. Highly reomend this book to all who might be interested in exploitation of children, or the current scandals rocking the Catholic Church--check today''s headlines and this book will tell you the inside story. In a fictionalized biography Jacob Campbell and William Maltese team up to bring a spectacular work of art to us. It is an enriching read..
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