I will introduce myself with a few facts. I was born and raised in Snowflake, a Mormon town in northern Arizona. I have lived most of my adult life in the cities of the American West. Although I consider myself a religious person, I know very little about God. At first I intended this book to be about wilderness, but as I wrote it, it became an autobiography with many them
I will introduce myself with a few facts. I was born and raised in Snowflake, a Mormon town in northern Arizona. I have lived most of my adult life in the cities of the American West. Although I consider myself a religious person, I know very little about God. At first I intended this book to be about wilderness, but as I wrote it, it became an autobiography with many themes. Among these themes are wilderness, my vexed and vexing relationship with Mormonism, my moral and emotional qualities, and my family.' So begins the autobiography of educator and author Levi S. Peterson.
Peterson has won a wide readership for his novels and short stories, his prize-winning biography of historian Juanita Brooks, and the essays that have appeared with regularity in western and Mormon literary and historical journals. In his autobiography, Peterson describes growing up on the Mormon frontier of rural Arizona, his growing skepticism with his Mormon faith, his teaching career at Weber State University, and his struggle to understand and master personal crises of confidence that kept him in therapy for almost two decades. Of particular interest to readers familiar with Peterson’s fiction are the many pages devoted to the creative process.
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Hardcover
,
480 pages
Published
June 15th 2006
by University of Utah Press
(first published 2006)
I do love Levi S Peterson for writing a literary Mormon novel. 'Backslider' is a treasure. Peterson's autobiography has been an absorbing and satisfying read for me. He seems to be very thorough and methodical in trying to cover the important events of his life and he is also willing to share with his readers some very personal things about his relationship to his mother, his 'pathology' (his term) regarding her, and his religious leanings or lack thereof. I love that he is willing to dissect th
I do love Levi S Peterson for writing a literary Mormon novel. 'Backslider' is a treasure. Peterson's autobiography has been an absorbing and satisfying read for me. He seems to be very thorough and methodical in trying to cover the important events of his life and he is also willing to share with his readers some very personal things about his relationship to his mother, his 'pathology' (his term) regarding her, and his religious leanings or lack thereof. I love that he is willing to dissect these things. I am also approaching the chapter on Mormon Liberals and hoping to find some interesting insights there. I AM glad he wrote his autobiography, for when I read his books, I find myself wondering about him. Glimmers of wisdom, of humor, and of his personal philosophy shine and I have some quotes that I want to paste below. I also appreciate his self deprecation and the fact that he seems to always strive for honesty about himself and his motives/foibles. I hope that he has somehow opened the door for more writers who want to write realistic, literary novels about Mormons and their culture.
Some quotes:
about his parents purchasing a ranch "In short, the ranch defined who they were and what they aspired to and stood as a concrete embodiment of that transcendent happiness that human beings instinctively expect of life until age and experience have disabused them."
breaking up with a girlfriend: "I could no longer rely on what I will call, for lack of a better term, romantic love. I puzzled about it a good deal. I still puzzle about it. Romantic love breaks up as many marriages as it engenders. The only thing certain about it is its uncertainty. It is here today and gone tomorrow."
"I lived, in short, in a state of inconclusiveness, a condition that I have never found pleasing."
about B.F. Cummings and liberal Mormonism: "he said [Mormonism] was the most enlightened, progressive religion the world had ever seen. . . .the eternal progression of the self as taught by Joseph Smith, a concept, as Cummings claimed, that motivated human beings to strive toward forever nobler ever more lofty and ideal behavior. Later I would realize that here was the essence of liberal Mormonism. I would also realize later that liberal Mormonism is not attractive to most Mormons, including the Brethren who direct the church. It is as alien to them as Methodism or the Episcopalian faith."
Halfway through I realized this was an autobiography and not a memoir and began to forgive him for putting in so many unneeded details, but still. I started every paragraph being pretty interested, but wondering if the story he was telling would end up being significant or not. Mostly, not.
That said, it was fascinating to hear an inside scoop on the world of Dialogue and Sunstone and the liberal Mormon crew of the 70s and 80s. And I was also totally interested in hearing the ins and outs of his
Halfway through I realized this was an autobiography and not a memoir and began to forgive him for putting in so many unneeded details, but still. I started every paragraph being pretty interested, but wondering if the story he was telling would end up being significant or not. Mostly, not.
That said, it was fascinating to hear an inside scoop on the world of Dialogue and Sunstone and the liberal Mormon crew of the 70s and 80s. And I was also totally interested in hearing the ins and outs of his academic and writing life, but I doubt many would be.
I think I was looking for the real-life story of The Backslider, and it's probably to his credit as a writer that this wasn't that.
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Have read Levi in Sunstone and Dialogue and even heard him read at a writers conference. His autobiography is very candid and reflective. In addition to life details, he writes about his thought processes before and during his writing, which was interesting to me. He considered audience to be mostly Mormon liberals. He lived his life as an educator, scholar and Mormon family man. He struggled with Mormon doctrine like many of his characters, but has maintained deep emotional ties. He also examin
Have read Levi in Sunstone and Dialogue and even heard him read at a writers conference. His autobiography is very candid and reflective. In addition to life details, he writes about his thought processes before and during his writing, which was interesting to me. He considered audience to be mostly Mormon liberals. He lived his life as an educator, scholar and Mormon family man. He struggled with Mormon doctrine like many of his characters, but has maintained deep emotional ties. He also examines his propensity for depression and anxiety and how his wilderness experiences help keep him grounded. He is very thoughtful.
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