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The Autobiography of God

3.7 of 5 stars 3.70 · rating details · 172 ratings · 42 reviews
Rebecca Nachman is a Rabbi without a synagogue. Having resigned from her dwindling congregation, she now works as a college counselor at a small Vermont college advising students about private matters and offering the "Jewish perspective" on issues raised at faculty dinner parties.

Deeply lonely and on the edge of losing her faith, she comes into possession of a Torah, the
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Paperback , 256 pages
Published December 27th 2005 by St. Martin's Griffin (first published 2004)
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Shira
In Introduction to Jewish Philosophy with Rabbi Neil Gillman at JTS, I was taught that God can be any two of these three things: omniscient, omnipotent, and/or omnibenevolent. Provocatively, Julius Lester goes with the first two. His God is NOT all-good. The story juxtaposes an orthodox-raised-women-come-Reform-rabbi's unconventional life with that of God's emotional development (for lack of a better term.) I found this book fascinating.
Snarky's
Rebecca is going through some thangs . I can relate having fled some thangs and ended up--like Rebecca-in Vermont. This book is both incredibly humorous (in the way I enjoy) and dark (in the way I enjoy). Lester is working through his Jewish identity here via Rebecca and I love reading his thoughts about God and pretty much everything else. I think the prose is outstanding. (and I don't know that I've said that about a book recently. I'm guessing I haven't.)

Julius Lester is who Ishmael Reed think
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Kathy
I found this book to be very unpleasant. I didn't relate to the main character and found her voice whiny and full of self pity. It put me in a state of constant irritation.
Tiffini Johnson
This book disturbed me.

It has some philosophically interesting and, granted, insightful moments. On nearly every page is at least one sentence worth contemplating. I have no doubt of Lester's intelligence, particularly where the Jewish faith is concerned. The very last scene of the book (which I only managed to get to with the help of my very stubborn open-mindedness) is touching. I even kind of liked the way the ghosts come about, and I can handle the direct communication with God (I loved "Th
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Erica
This was fabulous on so many levels! A rabbi not quite cut out for congregational life works as a therapist at a small college in Vermont. Personally, she has quite a few issues with God which are wonderfully compelling. The campus ends up having to deal with several deaths -- a major point in the plot, of course. It is all handled so well... almost chilling the extent to which I was brought back to all too many situations I have encountered on campus.

I did almost laugh out loud at one point. Do
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Debra
Interesting book and quick read. Rabbi who is daughter of Holocaust survivors trying to reconcile belief in God with the existence of evil in the world...difficult subject presented originally. I was bothered by the plotline of campus romance gone bad.....just a little too dumb and trite for what else was in the story.
Kris Irvin
Nov 12, 2011 Kris Irvin rated it 1 of 5 stars
Recommends it for: No one. Ever.
Seeing all the five star reviews makes me nervous. Did I miss something huge in this book? I will probably never know, because I am never, ever going to suffer through all 245 pages ever again.

This story is BAD. It starts off slow and it ends slow. There is no real action until about page 200. I kind of felt this book was totally misleading. The synopsis on the back says it's about a Rabbi who is visited by the ghosts of a village decimated in the Holocaust. This is not true. It's about a Rabbi
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Michigosling
Jan 06, 2014 Michigosling rated it 5 of 5 stars
Recommends it for: Anyone who has a sense of humor and isn't an extremely narrow-minded fundamentalist.
I loved this book. If you try reading it to learn what the Christian religion teaches about God, you probably won't like it. If you're looking for a spine-tingling, suspenseful mystery, this isn't it, either. What Prof. Lester does do is to tell a story about someone coming to term with her own shortcomings, and to tackle the question of how an all-powerful God can allow the existence of evil.

Even though I managed to figure out right away Who Done It, that wasn't really the point of why Lester
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Hester
So deep and so dense. This book, with its profound questioning and occasional flights of fancy, is an intensely Jewish novel. That may seem obvious, seeing as it is about a rabbi, but it has so many Jewish characteristics. Firstly, it questions the status quo. Secondly, characters have more than one opinion. The Rosh Yeshiva is proud he trained a woman rabbi, but he doesn't believe in women rabbis. Thirdly, all the characters, including God, are spiritually flawed. The characters who hate and hu ...more
Sharon Rosenberg-Scholl
I can't remember where I heard of this book but it's been on my to-read list for a long time. I am so glad I finally read it. Not only is it a captivating story - so much complexity and richness in a relatively short book - but there are so many kernels of wisdom and poetry. The author has magic.

The only other thing I've read by him is the children's book, Let's Talk About Race, which Ian and I enjoyed very much. I will definitely be reading some of his other adult works.

Some of my favorite quo
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Leslie
Sometimes a book written as fiction plunges bravely to the heart and depth of the hardest and most complicated philosophical and theological issues. This slender volume explores the themes of faith and evil through the story of a young woman rabbi who is struggling with loneliness and a crisis of faith. When she comes into possession of a special Torah, her life is changed radically, and she must face the truth, about herself and about God.

The quietly mystical search that Rebecca experiences in
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Melodia
I think I need to start reading some normal books soon. Lately, they have all been weird and this is one of the weirdest. The book claims to be about a rabbi who finds the autobiography of God one day. While this does happen, it doesn't happen until p. 137/342. Most of the story follows Rebecca, the Rabbi, around her life. I found her a bit unlikeable, but I don't hate her. She's very devout, which I can respect, but she has a bit of an air of judgment and disdain for others about her. Spending ...more
Riah
Mar 24, 2009 Riah rated it 5 of 5 stars · review of another edition
Recommends it for: those struggling with God or seeking spirituality
Recommended to Riah by: Pima County Library
I started reading this book on Sunday night. I completed it today in a 190-page reading frenzy. It is rare that I connect with a books on a spiritual level, and this one rivaled great writers such as C.S. Lewis -- perhaps not in prose or style, but certainly in overall theme, and human connectivity. Although I know little about Judaism, I believe that the quest for connection is universal among religions, and therefore, this book can be appreciated by anyone interested in understanding spiritual ...more
Cat.
The title just grabbed me, and it's kind of a mystery as well, plus the author is pretty well-known in children's literature. He's not who you would picture to write the story of a 38-year-old former rabbi counseling college kids at a private New England school. From what I can tell, he got the Jewish sensibility down pretty well.

Rebecca is very strong in her sense of Jewish tradition, almost to the point of being trapped by it. Her faith? Well, that's a harder question to answer. Her parents ar
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Sarahlynn Lester
I'm uncomfortable when authors but words in the mouth of God. And these words are blasphemous. Nonetheless, they raise excellent food for thought and start good discussions.

My book club and I found the "mystery" in this novel a bit strained and contrived (or predictable). But the "mystery" was not the point of the story - or the book - and this novel was very well-written and beautiful. I enjoyed reading it very much and was left wanting more. A very worthwhile and enjoyable read
Marvin
Another peculiar book. The title is rather misleading; it's nothing like The Life of God, As Told by Himself, by Franco Ferucci, which I read several years ago & enjoyed. Rather, this is the story of a failed female rabbi who becomes a therapist for a small college in an isolated community in Vermont, where she helps others (and herself) come to terms with the evil in their midst. She is helped at one point, briefly, by her discovery of a very short autobiography God has written to share spe ...more
Diana
Found in the JCC in North Jersey. My seatmate on the airplane had read it recently and highly recommended it. Read for retreat in 2011. Interesting plot line and provided information for the readers to learn as well as a compelling storyline.
Susan
What would God say if He could write his own story? Julius Lester envisioned such an idea and put it to words in this novel. What I found most interesting about this novel is that the main character is a physically challenged female Rabbi, yet the author is an able-bodied African American man! It was hard for me to believe that the author was not Jewish, not a woman and not caucasian because he got into her mind so well. Nevertheless, I was disappointed with Mr. Lester's imaginings of what God w ...more
D B
Thought provoking, well written, I appreciated the Jewish theology though don't embrace it all as its described in the novel.... Which, as
a Reform Jew, I appreciate the space to question and wonder about my beliefs.
Jamiya
I really enjoyed the book. It was a page turner for me. He kept me interested from beginning to end I am an looking forward to reading more books by Mr.Lester
Liz
I gave this three stars because it pulled out the stops in the last quarter, but this is a very confused novel. It doesn't know if it wants to be an educational text about Judaism, a murder mystery, or some kind of weird redemption story. In the right hands it might have been all three, but Lester just can't find a seamless joint to meld them. On top of this, I found his writing pretty lifeless and his protagonist without soul, mostly because he's trying so hard to make her nothing BUT a raw ner ...more
Judy
Worth reading just to see in what persona God appears!
Rebecca Mcewan
Loved this. Perhaps not for everyone with its highly controversial religious views....but I found it fascinating.
Katherine
This is a most unusual book. It was hard to get into but once I did it was totally absorbing. The heroine is a therapist ex-Orthodox Jewish Rabbi who is visited by spirits as well as by God who leaves his autobiography. Very different, and in many ways refreshing view of God which incorporates the evil side. Riah - I'd love to talk to you about this book sometime. Cynthia - it's worth pursuing it.
Amanda
I use the "100 rule" for when you're allowed to give up on a book. Getting to page 76 of this one was a real struggle. Rebecca is an intolerable protagonist, endlessly self-pitying, cynical, and morose. The prose is bloated. Sentences go on for centuries.

I really like Julius Lester, and the plot sounded interesting, but I'm taking a pass on the rest of this one. Life is too short.
Marion
Fun, interesting, unusual and moving! Creatively wierd and deep all at the same time. Surviving the "wierd" characterization of "God" is worth the effort of reading it to discover the spiritual and human depths this book offers. Author/poet, Maya Angelou, pays highest tribute to this author, Julius Lester. I WILL read the one Maya recommends so highly, "DO Lord Remember Me".

David Nadolny
Almost done with this one and I have thoroughly enjoyed it. It has taken twists and turns that I certainly didn't expect.

I am almost offended by the use of Hitler as the image God takes. I say almost as I am not jewish and am unsure how some of my Jewish friends would react to the way it is used in this book. I'm gonna survey some of them.
Andrea
Fascinating twist on the concept of God told through the eyes of an young Jewish Rabbi, written by Irving Lester, an African American convert to Judaism. Lots of surprises and much food for thought. I will have to read it again because I was mostly too stunned to think deeply about the conceptual rendering of what God could really be.
kireja
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Gwen
Quite intriguing in it's concept and not the type of book I usually pick up. God shows up and visits with a female Rabbi who sees herself as failure and is angry at God. What if old spirits were like they were still alive? Can God be evil?
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I was born on January 27, 1939 in St. Louis, Missouri. From 1941-1954 I lived in Kansas City, Kansas, and from 1954-1961 in Nashville, Tennesse. I received a B.A. in English from Fisk University in 1960.

In 1961 I moved to New York City where I had a talk radio show on WBAI FM from 1966-1973, hosted a television talk show on WNET from 1969-1971.

Since 1968 I have published 43 books. Among the awards
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