In his prison cell in Beirut, where he spent 1,460 days in solitary confinement, Terry Waite wrote his autobiography in his head. Here he reveals the inner strength that helped him endure the savage treatment he received, his constant struggle to maintain his faith, and his resolve to have no regrets, no false sentimentality, no self-pity. of photos.
Paperback
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377 pages
Published
October 28th 1995
by Quill
(first published 1993)
A five-star review for an autobiography must be a rarity, but this is an exceptional book. It is articulate, considered, and above all a testament to the sheer courage and integrity of an unassuming man called Terry Waite.
The author states that he mentally wrote this autobiography in his prison cell in Beirut, and frequently asserts that this was one of the things that kept him sane through his 1,460 day ordeal. It begins several hours before his capture, recording his thoughts and feelings imme
A five-star review for an autobiography must be a rarity, but this is an exceptional book. It is articulate, considered, and above all a testament to the sheer courage and integrity of an unassuming man called Terry Waite.
The author states that he mentally wrote this autobiography in his prison cell in Beirut, and frequently asserts that this was one of the things that kept him sane through his 1,460 day ordeal. It begins several hours before his capture, recording his thoughts and feelings immediately prior to this. There is a kind of inevitability in reading this section which does not come from any sense of being wise after the event. He had been advised countless times that such a thing could happen if he persevered in his meetings with representatives of some of the religious factions face to face, but felt a strong conviction that this was the only way forward for any sort of peace negotiations.
The bulk of the book is a day-by-day account of his experiences in solitary confinement. He never knew where he was, or where others were. There were occasional fleeting impressions of other prisoners, but nothing consistent. Neighbouring prisoners would disappear. His guards would change. Sometimes they would be almost courteous, almost regretful, sometimes brutal. Terry Waite makes it clear that he did not feel particularly brave; that he was just as frightened of pain and torture as any other person, but that he had determined to see this through behaving with calmness and courtesy. It was clear that his captors were just as confused about the religious situation as anybody. Their affiliations changed daily. Clearly there was turmoil, with so many factions that nobody seemed to quite know whose orders to follow - or even who was giving the orders.
During his time he was ignored for most of every 24 hours, with just enough food to survive. He developed a regime of exercise in his tiny cell, though there was barely room. His "bunk" or blanket might disappear for no reason. If he considered that he had made some headway and established a trusting relationship with a guard he would request pen and paper, but this was always refused. Once the "prison governor" came to see him. Although Terry Waite did not get his pen and paper, he was given a book - an odd English translation which he had read before - but which he read over and over and evidently cherished in such circumstances.
But most of these hours were devoted to reflection and introspection. Reading through this daily chronicle we learn about his early life and work. Every so often the anecdotal flashbacks would be interrupted by his captors - a clever device in the book which mirrored the situation he was in. When the author was released, he says he immediately spent several months in a room, writing this all down verbatim; an incredible feat.
The sheer inner strength of the man shines through in this work. There is absolutely no self-pity, and no condemnation of his captors. Sometimes he had a struggle to maintain his faith, and found this perhaps the most difficult thing to endure. However, the reader does not need to be at all religious to appreciate this extraordinary and very readable account.
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This is a truly compelling story of survival and personal history. Nearly four years in captivity, as the senior cleric of the Anglican Church of England, Waite was employing the good offices of his church attempting to mediate/facilitate a release of Druze hostages, when he became a hostage also. I was compelled to learn of his story, as I had watched with the world as it unfolded. I never thought he would ever be seen again. I was nevertheless impressed at how his spirit and trust in his God,
This is a truly compelling story of survival and personal history. Nearly four years in captivity, as the senior cleric of the Anglican Church of England, Waite was employing the good offices of his church attempting to mediate/facilitate a release of Druze hostages, when he became a hostage also. I was compelled to learn of his story, as I had watched with the world as it unfolded. I never thought he would ever be seen again. I was nevertheless impressed at how his spirit and trust in his God, had overcome the obstacles of his confinement and helped him survive. Impressive to me even though I don't embrace his theology or religious sentiments.
It amuses me that another reviewer would feel compelled to opine that "he is obviously not a professional writer." (a statement of the obvious) Oh please! Is that really necessary. The story is gripping and personal, and I never noticed his lack of credentials. Events happen to real people and one does not need to be a "pro" to tell a good story.
P.S. I am not sure who created this edition record but mine is in English.
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I had the good fortune to meet Terry Waite at a dinner where he was the featured speaker. I was seated next to him at the end of the table and for some reason the other people at the table didn't seem interested or able to talk to him very much. So I had a chance to really engage him in conversation. I found him to be a fascincating individual and immediately went out and purchased his book, Taken on Trust. To have lived through such an ordeal and be as wonderfully positive and inspiring a perso
I had the good fortune to meet Terry Waite at a dinner where he was the featured speaker. I was seated next to him at the end of the table and for some reason the other people at the table didn't seem interested or able to talk to him very much. So I had a chance to really engage him in conversation. I found him to be a fascincating individual and immediately went out and purchased his book, Taken on Trust. To have lived through such an ordeal and be as wonderfully positive and inspiring a person as Terry Waite is, is one of the truly astounding things I have seen in the world. His book is a true life thriller that I could not put down. I still find it hard to believe that someone could be so forgiving and understanding. This book makes you realize how different people can be (in a positive way), as not all his fellow hostages came through feeling the same way.
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This book was absolutely fascinating. Not very well written, as it's obvious that Terry Waite isn't a professional writer, but still I couldn't put it down, because reading about his life - especially the years in Africa and the five years as a prisoner - was incredibly interesting. It made me wonder - how on earth would I cope with being held prisoner for 5 years, and be in isolation for 4 of those? I guess it's one of those things you'll never know until you're actually in the situation - and
This book was absolutely fascinating. Not very well written, as it's obvious that Terry Waite isn't a professional writer, but still I couldn't put it down, because reading about his life - especially the years in Africa and the five years as a prisoner - was incredibly interesting. It made me wonder - how on earth would I cope with being held prisoner for 5 years, and be in isolation for 4 of those? I guess it's one of those things you'll never know until you're actually in the situation - and God willing, that'll never be the case. I highly recommend this book. It's probably the best autobiography I've ever read.
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Terry's story demonstrates the strength of the human character. He is a living example that any of can follow.
It takes endurance to survive brutality; Terry demonstrates that. It took creativity to write his story while undergoing those abuses; again, he displays that. Writing it down - now I find this a courageous step because writing it down involves reliving the experience. He shows us that he did that. Then, overall, there is the fortitude to display your humaness before the public and your
Terry's story demonstrates the strength of the human character. He is a living example that any of can follow.
It takes endurance to survive brutality; Terry demonstrates that. It took creativity to write his story while undergoing those abuses; again, he displays that. Writing it down - now I find this a courageous step because writing it down involves reliving the experience. He shows us that he did that. Then, overall, there is the fortitude to display your humaness before the public and your readers. To be able to stand tall - he is a shinning example.
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This is an intense and honest account of Waite's terrible isolation during his years as a captive. Suddenly, when reading it and sharing the awfulness of his suffering, his doubts and sorrow and self hatreds and all the other things that lie in we humans under the surface, the fragility of our faith and values and principles, suddenly something fell away and when you read it you may be lucky enough, like me, to discover an amazing truth.
An very decent account of the man's interesting life. But part of his life was of course as a hostage in Lebanon. He endured, that is obvious. And how he has written about that tells us that he is a man of good character. A humanitarian who tried to help.
There are many papers, conversations, books and even films regarding unjust incarceration. But Terry Waite has spoken here in a way which helps the discussion. Not just because of his experiences as a political prisoner, but also because his app
An very decent account of the man's interesting life. But part of his life was of course as a hostage in Lebanon. He endured, that is obvious. And how he has written about that tells us that he is a man of good character. A humanitarian who tried to help.
There are many papers, conversations, books and even films regarding unjust incarceration. But Terry Waite has spoken here in a way which helps the discussion. Not just because of his experiences as a political prisoner, but also because his approach to what led to his capture, how he maintained his focus throughout and his unwavering belief in love and human integrity. He has relied on the human condition to explain each situation.
He doesn't play the victim. And I get the impression that he would still have gone, even if he had know before hand what lay ahead.
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Having just read John McCarthy's account of his time as a captive in Beirut, it seemed a good idea to read Terry Waite's version when I spottted it on a second-hand bookstall. It's a little dry to read and at times, I struggled to continue as it is peppered with 'I' and 'myself' which makes it a bit tiresome to read. However Waite does write in proper sentences, if somewhat long-windedly.
I must admit that as a politically disinterested teenager I knew very little of the situation in Beirut and a
Having just read John McCarthy's account of his time as a captive in Beirut, it seemed a good idea to read Terry Waite's version when I spottted it on a second-hand bookstall. It's a little dry to read and at times, I struggled to continue as it is peppered with 'I' and 'myself' which makes it a bit tiresome to read. However Waite does write in proper sentences, if somewhat long-windedly.
I must admit that as a politically disinterested teenager I knew very little of the situation in Beirut and accepted at face value the various criticisms levelled at Waite for insisting upon returning to Beirut time and again on behalf of the various hostages, until he was (rather inevitably acccording to some sources) taken prisoner himself. Be that as it may, and this was one of the themes that I struggled with at first, Waite' religious beliefs shone through on every page.
The only words of anger he writes are when he is deprived of a basic human need or want, or when he describes violence against humanity. He prefers to pray for his captors than hate them and even eschews an opportunity for attempting an escape rather use arms against his captors. In his captivity, he mentally explores his early life and career, friendships, marriage and his various moves over the world struggling to find fulfilment. Although he has a great Christian faith, Waite refuses to consider ordination, preferring to work with the root causes of social unrest and poverty directly as a kind of modern missionary. This led him by indirect means to negotiating with various hostage groups for their ultimate release without lose of face to either party. The rest of the biography details his day to day struggle to retain some measure of dignity in the difficult situations he found himself in.
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: Mr. Waite shares what it's like to be in solitary confinement and how he found to cope--by remembering his life in as minute detail as he was able. Maybe not that minute, but very descriptive with many anecdotes in which he alternates between present events, childhood, and adult events. I am really impressed with this person's strength of will to persist, all the while being very honest about seeking his connection with God (his professional career was entirely with a church but in the book, h
: Mr. Waite shares what it's like to be in solitary confinement and how he found to cope--by remembering his life in as minute detail as he was able. Maybe not that minute, but very descriptive with many anecdotes in which he alternates between present events, childhood, and adult events. I am really impressed with this person's strength of will to persist, all the while being very honest about seeking his connection with God (his professional career was entirely with a church but in the book, he reveals his deep disconnect--as if he'd never yet had that Aha! moment).
Also interesting for the perspective it put on the hostage situations of the 1980's. Specifically, Oliver North made contact with him, and may have used him, which thereby (my understanding) may have been just the thing to make the hostage takers momentarily believe that Waite was against them so they took him hostage. Remember Oliver North hemming and hawing in televised testimony before Congress?
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This is a long book - but Terry Waite spent a long time as a hostage.
He shares, with brutal honesty, his experience of trusting those holding the hostages, but having his trust betrayed, when they took him hostage, too.
After nearly 5 years as a captive, mainly in squalid conditions, in solitary confinement, Terry is still able to feel compassion for his captors.
Throughout the book, he shares his emotional, physical and mental journey, with compelling authenticity. His narrative takes us through
This is a long book - but Terry Waite spent a long time as a hostage.
He shares, with brutal honesty, his experience of trusting those holding the hostages, but having his trust betrayed, when they took him hostage, too.
After nearly 5 years as a captive, mainly in squalid conditions, in solitary confinement, Terry is still able to feel compassion for his captors.
Throughout the book, he shares his emotional, physical and mental journey, with compelling authenticity. His narrative takes us through his entire life, combined with sharing his strategies for staying sane and managing the fear and stress that came with his captivity.
Reading this book with an open heart, it is hard not to be moved or to leave your life unchanged.
If I take anything from 'Taken On Trust', it is that every day is precious and the only way we will live our lives to the full is to open our hearts and to release the bonds of past pains, fears and mistakes - a powerful message.
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Waite more than hints that he was taken hostage because he trusted Oliver North, who insisted on meeting with him just before he was taken - and whose then-secret, arms-for-hostages trade mission (to fund the Contras) would have suffered if Waite's own mission, to negotiate the hostages' release, had gone forward. Here's an honorable, self-sacrificing man who spent years in a hole because of North, who is treated like a hero by the right. I think of Terry Waite's hellish imprisonment every time
Waite more than hints that he was taken hostage because he trusted Oliver North, who insisted on meeting with him just before he was taken - and whose then-secret, arms-for-hostages trade mission (to fund the Contras) would have suffered if Waite's own mission, to negotiate the hostages' release, had gone forward. Here's an honorable, self-sacrificing man who spent years in a hole because of North, who is treated like a hero by the right. I think of Terry Waite's hellish imprisonment every time i see that smug face, or hear anyone praise the Reagan-Bush administrations. Iran-Contra was a treason for which we are still facing the consequences. North should still be in jail, and he shouldn't be there alone.
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On the whole a great book! Found it a little hard going in parts when looking back through his life in Africa etc! I found him likeable and thought the book demonstrates how the hostages are isolated and mentally tortured with very little brutality used simply just sensory deprivation!
It's fantastic to see how bonds between captors and hostages are formed as they both rely and need each other for very different reasons!
On the whole I recommend this book.
Was a very interesting and personal book. It felt like you were there, the no nonsense telling of his experience made it all the more heart wrenching. The casual brutality of chaining someone to a wall day in and day out to make a political statement and the pain of seeing glimpses outside of other people getting on with their lives while he was in some sort of limbo was made real by the narrative.
Waite was held hostage for 4 years, mostly in solitary confinement. He was trying to secure the release of other who had been taken hostage. His life story is interesting, but the story of his time in confinement is amazing. The book alternates between his life before inprisonment and his time in captivity. Keeps you interested. Makes you wonder if you could do it.
I well remember following Terry Waite and John McCarthys' years of being held hostage...it just seemed never-ending.
I enjoyed this but preferred the John McCarthy and Jill Morell book as it had the backdrop of the love-story with them both and she was tireless in keeping John's name in the press.
This is truly a story of survival. If Terry can survive 4 years in solitary confinement, the rest of us can survive anything. I skimmed through the history part of his story quite a lot because I was more interested in the hostage story. It was a good book.
Having read the biographies of the other two Beirut hostages I felt it was only fair that I should read this one too; possibly I didn't like Waite's writing style - perhaps I had compassion fatigue? Whatever the reason, I found this one rather tedious.
For a man who was held captive and chained to the floor for almost five years in Beirut, he's still an admirable fellow without a shred of regret or malice - even if he was set up by Oliver North as the fall guy.
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