Donald McRae made this a reasonable read. It did show a rather disturbed character of Victoria, from the dominant father, to lack of meaningful friendship at school or work. through self harming until she meets Scott Gardner. Should this relationship work her life may change. It does display an aspect of the male dominated cycling world that is absent on the surface. The narrative is a little repetitive with the various fractions of a second quoted, almost to distraction. Some details of the act
Donald McRae made this a reasonable read. It did show a rather disturbed character of Victoria, from the dominant father, to lack of meaningful friendship at school or work. through self harming until she meets Scott Gardner. Should this relationship work her life may change. It does display an aspect of the male dominated cycling world that is absent on the surface. The narrative is a little repetitive with the various fractions of a second quoted, almost to distraction. Some details of the actual training programmes may have illustrated the hard work that goes to make olympic and world champions.
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This really was not easy reading. It should have been so much more; we had interminable accounts of virtually identical events, with identical characters who were barely coloured in for us at all; cardboard name tags appearing and disappearing, with a won/lost entry put on them as they left the page. Nothing regarding the events ever developed beyond one dimension. That left me with little empathy for the character that was Victoria. Her revelations about the male oriented structure of the sport
This really was not easy reading. It should have been so much more; we had interminable accounts of virtually identical events, with identical characters who were barely coloured in for us at all; cardboard name tags appearing and disappearing, with a won/lost entry put on them as they left the page. Nothing regarding the events ever developed beyond one dimension. That left me with little empathy for the character that was Victoria. Her revelations about the male oriented structure of the sport certainly adds to the image that came from the TV show. The self harming and unhappiness about what she was doing comes through and these features are the most well written in the book, but that is comparative. Again, they could be so much more, they are not developed. Never do we seem to get beyond the most superficial of her relationship with the activity she is engaged in.
Family relationships are developed and the closest we get to a two-dimensional figure breaking out into a third, is with the description of the relationship with her father and his character. Again, I was left wanting to ask lots of questions about this aspect and the book did not get near them. Her sister, twin brother and mother are introduced but at best only become slightly coloured cardboard cut-outs. New boyfriend/hubby is introduced and the story told in a manner that would find a ready home in a 1970's teen-age girl magazine.
The book contains no reflection on her activity either contemporary or now, as she writes the book, looking back. That she never seems to consider that she was actually very privileged to be in the position she was and if she didn't want to do it, she could walk away, crosses her mind. As such the story is told without us really understanding why she was engaged in the activity other than, "look where I landed courtesy of (semi-evil)dad and it seems better than anything else I might do".
This is a bit like "the secret wag" goes riding round in circles on a cycle track.
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I haven't read an autobiography before, so can't compare it to anything. It was an easy read and interesting but descriptive in places and disjointed at times. I was hoping for more insight into the training regimes and diet etc but there was none of that. What came across clearly was the complexity of VP's character and lack of support in a male dominated sport
A very good autobiography which perfectly captures the contradiction between the determination needed by great cyclists with the inner turmoil of an emotionally fragile young woman.The book is painfully honest about many issues including her relationship with her father,coaches,rivals,self harm, and lack of self belief,but this is also someone who on the track is in physical confrontation at scary speeds with physically stronger rivals from eastern Europe,Australia and China and beating them. My
A very good autobiography which perfectly captures the contradiction between the determination needed by great cyclists with the inner turmoil of an emotionally fragile young woman.The book is painfully honest about many issues including her relationship with her father,coaches,rivals,self harm, and lack of self belief,but this is also someone who on the track is in physical confrontation at scary speeds with physically stronger rivals from eastern Europe,Australia and China and beating them. My only question would be to read the contrasting view from British cycling about whether women were treated as the lesser talent to the men and if they accept the criticism in which case they should be ashamed of their culture. Overall an enjoyable read that was at times exciting in its capture of the races and an emotional rollercoaster.
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This book took me two weeks to complete because of not only my need to maintain "real life" but also because it is a book that I was really drawn into, not only as a reader but a person too.
"Between The Lines" follows Victoria "Queen Vic" Pendleton from her beginnings in Stotfold, through the ranks of amateur cycling supported by her father, Max, into the highs and lows of professional cycling.
Whilst I've read other sporting biographies and biographies in general, the must be the most human one
This book took me two weeks to complete because of not only my need to maintain "real life" but also because it is a book that I was really drawn into, not only as a reader but a person too.
"Between The Lines" follows Victoria "Queen Vic" Pendleton from her beginnings in Stotfold, through the ranks of amateur cycling supported by her father, Max, into the highs and lows of professional cycling.
Whilst I've read other sporting biographies and biographies in general, the must be the most human one that I've read. Victoria really does capture the highs of victory in competitions such as World Cups, World Championships and Olympics alongside breaking various National, Olympic and World records, but it's the lows that really make this book.
With the benefit of no longer needing to be beholden to the management of British Cycling, she manages to be brutally honest in her depiction of her lack of confidence alongside her contemporaries such as Anna Meares and her abilities in general, her self-harming and her fractured relationship with people within the British Cycling heirachy after she fell in love with Scott Gardner, a performance coach within the British Cycling set-up. What she also manages to be is honest without displaying the need to "dish the dirt" or be derogatory or bitchy about individuals or organisations. She also describes the roles of the people who support her whether it be family, her partner Scott, or "Team Pendleton" including Dr Steve Peters, her sports psychologist who helped her upon discovery of her problems in Aigle at the UCI training facility.
As a person who sometimes has what he calls "wobbles" about his personal confidence, this book has given me an insight that even in the pressure cooker world of athletics, you can still be successful even if you feel you can't and that is a life lesson that I'll try to take through in my normal day-to-day life.
A great book for the sports fan and for anyone who is interested in a human story.
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This book is without a doubt the best autobiography I have read.
Having watched Victoria Pendleton at the Beijing and London Olympics and having watched the BBC documentary on her shortly before the 2012 games I was intrigued enough to pick up this book. And what I read was a brutally honest warts n' all account of life behind the scenes of the sport with the fastest growing profile in Britain. Like (I assume) most people I only really get into cycling during an Olympic games and the Tour de Fran
This book is without a doubt the best autobiography I have read.
Having watched Victoria Pendleton at the Beijing and London Olympics and having watched the BBC documentary on her shortly before the 2012 games I was intrigued enough to pick up this book. And what I read was a brutally honest warts n' all account of life behind the scenes of the sport with the fastest growing profile in Britain. Like (I assume) most people I only really get into cycling during an Olympic games and the Tour de France so despite enjoying those immensely I actually knew very little about the politics and mechanics behind the sport. Ofcourse I was aware of GB's dominance on the track and was vaguely aware of discontenment in the ranks due to Victoria Pendleton dating a member of the coaching team. What I wasn't aware of was just how deep the contentment ran and how disgusting Pendleton and her fiancee Scott had been treated by the senior coaches at Team GB. Sure there's two sides to every story but if only half of what Pendleton has documented about her treatment in the wake of her tryst is true then it is still nothing short of disgraceful. There seemed to be more respect shown to Pendleton by Anna Meares her longest, fiercest and closest rival on the track than by those who were supposed to have her best interests at heart. And when you consider that Meares once intentionally collided with Pendleton on the track to prevent her from winning and could've caused a career ending injury that is pretty damning. Infact I loved reading about Pendleton's and Meares discussions after Pendleton had retired from the sport and reading about the huge ammount of respect the two had for each other after battling each other and pushing the boundaries of each other for over a decade.
The other thing that I loved about this book was that usually when reading the words of a sports personality they can come across as quite cocky and arogant. I don't usually mind it as I can appreciate that an athlete needs to having that winning mentality to believe they are better than the next person. But with Pendleton you don't get that, she is very down to earth and is humble to an extreme that it's refreshing to hear from an athlete. Ofcourse this meant that in the sporting arena Pendleton often came across as not having the apropriate drive and hunger for the task at hand and has found herself on the wrong side of a few coaches throughout her career just for being herself. But on the track she proved her critics wrong by eating up world record after world record. I loved reading about her warm up before her gold medal winning race in Beijing and she could see two of the coaches who had wronged her in the past and she just kept looking from one to the other before hitting the track and laying their previous misconceptions about her to rest.
I also enjoyed reading about the vast differences between men's and women's cycling and how with Pendleton's help the women's track profile is finally catching up with that of the men's, it's obvious there's still a long way to go before the two disciplines are equal though.
In all a brilliantly open and honest book about the world of a particular sport by surely the most humble person to compete in that sport.
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Amazing what she went through and the huge difference in treatment and funding of men's/women's cycling, and even track/road cycling. Interesting and incredible to go through that because she had natural talent rather than a passion and drive to win. Well-written.
Fascinating if you've been a fan of her cycling (as I have) and even if not as a glimpse into the world of elite sports. Dave Brailsford and his team do not come out of it well in my eyes. Nor her father. amazing to see how vital the sports psychologist's role can be.
As someone who follows cycling avidly I was really looking forward to reading this book. What followed is a fascinating and definitely emotional insight into the cycling and personal life of Victoria Pendleton. The parts on her early life were particularly interesting to read how she became involved in cycling and her journey from this. As people might know her journey has not been the easiest of journeys and that is partly why it is so emotional. For me the most emotional moments are when she r
As someone who follows cycling avidly I was really looking forward to reading this book. What followed is a fascinating and definitely emotional insight into the cycling and personal life of Victoria Pendleton. The parts on her early life were particularly interesting to read how she became involved in cycling and her journey from this. As people might know her journey has not been the easiest of journeys and that is partly why it is so emotional. For me the most emotional moments are when she recounts her races, they are written so well that it feels like you are there all over again. This is a must read for any cycling fan.
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Well it definitely wasn't all roses for Pendleton, she talks openly about difficulties self-harming, family history and coping with the pressure of becoming a cyclist come athlete come celebrity - a women who is clearly very competitive and self-driven has so many doubts about herself and her ability. I think the story is simple, not complex, but open and honest. If you are interested in understanding the minds of the worlds most successful athletes its worth a read. If you are not interested in
Well it definitely wasn't all roses for Pendleton, she talks openly about difficulties self-harming, family history and coping with the pressure of becoming a cyclist come athlete come celebrity - a women who is clearly very competitive and self-driven has so many doubts about herself and her ability. I think the story is simple, not complex, but open and honest. If you are interested in understanding the minds of the worlds most successful athletes its worth a read. If you are not interested in the super rise of GB cycling, I would probably leave it until Pendleton writes a second book about normal life......
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This was a fairly easy read and gave some insight into the world of a top class athlete, the demands placed on anyone performing at that level. VP clearly has some issues, and the role of the team psychiatrist features heavily. The 2012 Olympics part is fairly brief. There is a little too much of "race 1, I was ahead, she went ahead, I tried harder, it was close I won..." (to paraphrase). I am interested in cycling, and you couldn't have a book on her without some of that detail, but i think the
This was a fairly easy read and gave some insight into the world of a top class athlete, the demands placed on anyone performing at that level. VP clearly has some issues, and the role of the team psychiatrist features heavily. The 2012 Olympics part is fairly brief. There is a little too much of "race 1, I was ahead, she went ahead, I tried harder, it was close I won..." (to paraphrase). I am interested in cycling, and you couldn't have a book on her without some of that detail, but i think the balance could have been slightly better and focussed more on life off the track.
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Ok, as a fan of Pendleton I may be a tad biased, but this really was a good read! Apart from explaining how she came to be a multi gold medal winning cyclist, it is also a lucid account of the deep insecurities she has had to overcome in order to be the best of the best. Sharing these deep insecurities has only increased my respect for Pendleton's gritty determination. The book is also very revealing of the extreme environment top athletes are subjected to; if they didn't choose that life, one c
Ok, as a fan of Pendleton I may be a tad biased, but this really was a good read! Apart from explaining how she came to be a multi gold medal winning cyclist, it is also a lucid account of the deep insecurities she has had to overcome in order to be the best of the best. Sharing these deep insecurities has only increased my respect for Pendleton's gritty determination. The book is also very revealing of the extreme environment top athletes are subjected to; if they didn't choose that life, one could almost call it abusive...where do you draw that line?
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This book gives interesting insight into the way British Cycling functions as well as the personality of Victoria Pendleton. She comes over as a delicate and easily damaged person, far from the tough aggressive image of a track sprinter. It does seem the way support staff found it so hard to deal with her relationship with another member of staff lacked professionalism. They could have helped her more than they did. She took female competition on sport to new heights and her legacy should be jus
This book gives interesting insight into the way British Cycling functions as well as the personality of Victoria Pendleton. She comes over as a delicate and easily damaged person, far from the tough aggressive image of a track sprinter. It does seem the way support staff found it so hard to deal with her relationship with another member of staff lacked professionalism. They could have helped her more than they did. She took female competition on sport to new heights and her legacy should be just that, forget the bad stuff and remember the good.
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Well written account of both the personal and professional pressures that come with being an elite cyclist. The insight into her mindset and frequent moments of weakness put into perspective the amazing achievements throughout her career. With a programme as finely tuned, open and invested as her male counterparts she would have dominated more than one discipline.
Insightful and interesting in places, it was let down by cliched writing in an attempt to convey Pendleton's fragile emotions throughout her career. That fault lies with co-writer Donald McCrae but Pendleton's self obsession is her own and her hunger for media attention and selfish attitude shines through. I admire her as an athlete but not as a person.
A decent read, but I felt depressed all week while reading it. It may have been just me but for every good bit there were several negative bits. What Victoria achieved is amazing but was hoping for a more positive autobiography. It was good to read about all the hardship she went through but for me this dominated too much of the book.
This is the first autobiography I've read and of such an interesting character. There was so much more going on inside the mind of one of team GB's finest ever athletes than what you'd ever imagine. A fascinating insight into elite sport and the challenges female athletes still face, even within their own team. Highly recommended!
Recommends it for:
cycling fans, young women struggling through depression and self-depreciation
I really adored this book, her story has some really hard times and many that mirror times I myself have gone through. If I didn't see her as a positive role model before reading this, then by god I did by the end. Learnt that myself and the Golden Girl of the Velodrome aren't so different in so many way.
I enjoyed this book. All is far from rosie within British Cycling despite it's image of success and cohesion. Very interesting! Victoria Pendleton annoyed me immensely in Strictly Come Dancing but this has helped me to understand her more.
Very much a book of the moment. Unlike many autobiogs that ive read, theres more here than just the 'i did this, won that', that you'd normally expect. Written with honesty, gives a good picture of the pain that remarkable people often suffer...
It was entertaining and really easy to read, sometimes a bit too easy - although I think that's more to do with the style of sports biographies! I found it refreshingly honest and blunt, a real eye-opener into the work of British Cycling.
Easy to read but very descriptive, with lots of people and names, sometimes hard to keep up. so took me a while to read. Good if you are interested in cycling. Not the best autobiography I have read, but it's far from the worst.
Adore her! Adored the book! Really hard to put down once you have started. Victoria Pendleton is a really interesting character and her story and rise to greatness is well worth reading about, cycling fan or no.
“Steve [sports psychiatrist] had already taught me to try and stop worrying so much about pleasing everyone. We knew that this was one of my most draining flaws and he again used three groups to clarify my thinking. There would always be some people, Steve said, who would care about me and love me. In contrast there would also be a select group of people who would never warm to me - no matter what I did. And in the middle came the overwhelming mass who were largely indifferent to any of my failures or triumphs. I needed to understand that most people didn't really care what I did or said. All my anguish about how they might perceive me was redundant. Steve helped me realize that I spent too much time trying to please those oblivious people in the middle or, more problematically, the small group who would never change their critical opinion of me. I should concentrate on the people who really did show concern for me.”
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