Colin Wilson is the bete-noir of the Oxbridge literary establishment. He never went to university, let alone Oxbridge, yet wrote
The Outsider
, a brilliant account of the pain of being alive today, when he was just twenty-four. It sold millions of copies around the world, and he was acclaimed as one of the leading intellectuals of the age, finding a huge audience with the a
Colin Wilson is the bete-noir of the Oxbridge literary establishment. He never went to university, let alone Oxbridge, yet wrote
The Outsider
, a brilliant account of the pain of being alive today, when he was just twenty-four. It sold millions of copies around the world, and he was acclaimed as one of the leading intellectuals of the age, finding a huge audience with the anti-establishment, alternative and underground thinkers. Because of his radically new attitudes he was - with John Osborne - dubbed an 'angry young man' in the article that originally coined that phrase. In this way a young man from a working class background suddenly found himself moving in the most colourful literary and artistic circles of the day. In his autobiography he tells stories about, among others, Aldous Huxley, Angus Wilson, John Osborne, Kingsley Amis, Kenneth Tynan, Francis Bacon and Norman Mailer - all observed with a true outsider's eye for absurdity. He is regarded by many as a true literary hero - Julian Cope stopped a recent concert to pay tribute to Wilson who as sitting in the audience and Donovan Leitch dedicates his new autobiography to him - but he also has huge mass market appeal. His insightful, brilliant books on the Occult, the Mysteries and Atlantis and the Sphinx were all huge bestsellers netting millions of copies. In this return to the themes of
The Outsider
, looked at from the point of his own life story, he again proves himself one of the great intellectuals of our age, never ceasing to wrestle with the great questions of life and death, and writing with an erudition and an easy way with ideas that is rare in English literary life.
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Hardcover
,
416 pages
Published
May 26th 2004
by Century
(first published October 1969)
Colin Wilson has lived a colourful and full life, and he is blessed with a good memory and a candid writing style.
If he had gone through with his implusive decision to commit suicide at the age to 16 what a loss that would have been to the literary world.
Fortunately Colin decided that to study science was less painful than killing himself. As I scientist I feel I should not comment on the wisdom of that choice. But anyway, a short spell of National Service soon knocked all that nonsense out of h
Colin Wilson has lived a colourful and full life, and he is blessed with a good memory and a candid writing style.
If he had gone through with his implusive decision to commit suicide at the age to 16 what a loss that would have been to the literary world.
Fortunately Colin decided that to study science was less painful than killing himself. As I scientist I feel I should not comment on the wisdom of that choice. But anyway, a short spell of National Service soon knocked all that nonsense out of him, and he decided to become 'a writer'. A very Bohemian choice in the early 1950's.
After years of hard work, and short rations, he became an 'overnight success' with The Outsider. During the next forty years he met many of the more interesting people of his times, Victor Gollancz, Iris Murdock, John Osborne, Francis Bacon, John Braine, Marilyn Monroe, Graham Greene, Aldous Huxley. Abraham Maslowe, Albert Einstein, Norman Mailor... This list is far too long to put in a review but it's a who's who of the period. Colin brings them all to life on the pages of this refreshingly honest memoir.
If you have ever enjoyed one of Colin Wilson's novels or non-fiction books you will love this cheeky story of his life.
Read and enjoy the life of master craftsman of the pen and find out just how he got to be the way he is.
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The most striking feature of this book is that it makes it clear I don't really like Colin Wilson. I first heard about him at the melbourne existential society via Howard Dosser, who features in this auto biography and impressed me as an excellent speaker and philosopher. The main problem I find in dealing with Wilson's ideas is the question of class. Dosser inspired me with 'overcoming' in his descriptions of not letting class identity limit anyone in what they might wish to do. In the spirit o
The most striking feature of this book is that it makes it clear I don't really like Colin Wilson. I first heard about him at the melbourne existential society via Howard Dosser, who features in this auto biography and impressed me as an excellent speaker and philosopher. The main problem I find in dealing with Wilson's ideas is the question of class. Dosser inspired me with 'overcoming' in his descriptions of not letting class identity limit anyone in what they might wish to do. In the spirit of Wilson, he preached that if kids from the working class suburbs want to become Supreme Court judges, then they shouldn't let anything stop them. Reading Wilson's depictions of his struggles with poverty and grinding away at jobs he hated, was depressing, but his eventual escape to the middle classes could have been more of a triumph. Hand to mouth on a higher plane is the way it looked.
A working class hero? Sure not a traitor. I found Wilson very unlikeable. Starting with his sexuality, a product of the 50's, not entirely unsympathetic, yet deeply repugnant. At least honest, he was also a terrible gossip, sparing no one in any little personal detail he happened to come across.
No one can doubt he was a hard worker. But is workaholism really a virtue? The quantity was there, but I have my doubts about the quality. And he had an opinion on everything. I struggled to see the relevance of quite a bit of his judgementalism. He had many interesting ideas but couldn't seem to separate between important an unimportant observations. He would seem to just make some stuff up, and call it a discovery. A lot of the urgency and confidence in obscure theories seems dated now.
His emphasis on will, and ideas about dominance are a bit unpalatable to me, and his research on murder and sexuality just seems a bit creepy. Not to defend bourgeoise morality, but his interests are not really to my taste.
He led an interesting life, and as an historic document, the 60's to 80's are rendered in so much squeamish detail it is quite fascinating. That he believed in himself despite the critics is inspiring, and I don't think anyone could doubt that he deserved the success he had. The global publishing industry is very different now, but Wilson's story despite my misgivings, still inspires with a tale of effort rewarded, and an intellect exercised.
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يجب أن يُحمّل الكاتب سيرته الذاتيه بالأسرار ويكون صادقًا أمينًا في روايته أحداثَ حياته إذا ما أراد أن يكون للسيرة وزنها. وهذا ما حدث هنا بل ربما أكثر من اللازم حتى وجدتني أمقت شخصيته رغم أنها ليست هو بالضرورة. شخصية ويلسون كما رأيتُها في السيرة الذاتية كانت متعالية مغرورة لم تكن تختلف كثيرًا عن الشباب العادي سوى بحبه الشديد للقراءة ومن ثم توليته اهتمامًا شديدًا بالأحاسيس والأحداث العابرة والتي ما كان سيُلقي رجلٌ مغمور بها اهتمامًا.
يعكس الكتاب صورة المجتمع الإنكليزي بعد الحرب العالمية الثانية بشك
يجب أن يُحمّل الكاتب سيرته الذاتيه بالأسرار ويكون صادقًا أمينًا في روايته أحداثَ حياته إذا ما أراد أن يكون للسيرة وزنها. وهذا ما حدث هنا بل ربما أكثر من اللازم حتى وجدتني أمقت شخصيته رغم أنها ليست هو بالضرورة. شخصية ويلسون كما رأيتُها في السيرة الذاتية كانت متعالية مغرورة لم تكن تختلف كثيرًا عن الشباب العادي سوى بحبه الشديد للقراءة ومن ثم توليته اهتمامًا شديدًا بالأحاسيس والأحداث العابرة والتي ما كان سيُلقي رجلٌ مغمور بها اهتمامًا.
يعكس الكتاب صورة المجتمع الإنكليزي بعد الحرب العالمية الثانية بشكلٍ جدير بالاهتمام.
الفصل الأخير فصلٌ فلسفي لا علاقة له بسيرة حياته وكأنما ضُمّ إلى الكتاب قسرًا.
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I thought I had reviewed this already?
OK last one.
Colin Wilson is an amazing thinker and this book is about his early somewhat bohemian years. Needing money. Needing sex. Needing a reason to live. And I think then he wrote about it and became famous. I actually haven't read any of his real books. He autographed this for me and that was pretty cool considering I'd worked here for like two weeks at the time.
The outsider philsopher/crank's autobiography. The early years are scandalous fun, as he rises and falls from mainstream success and attempts to transit from an inwardly focussed, working class life through sudden literary superstardom to some sort of working relationship with life. It geets less interesting as he settles into domesticity and a lifetime of toying with fringe ideas.
This is the autobiography an original mind who, without formal training, wrote mostly about ideas from an unconventional, intelligent and psychologically adventurous expereince of life. I think its in here he suggests: "the idea is not to escape reality but to create it".
I have read it twice and enjoy reading of his quest for knowledge and over the years have found numerous new authors via his books. Recommended read for Colin Wilson aficionado's a truly unique British self educated voice.
جميل و لكن أعيب عليه جفافه العاطفي خاصة مع البنت اللي كان ماشي معاها عشان ينام معاها لا أكثر بيحسسني ان المراءة أداة منفعة جنسية لا أكثر و لكن يشفع ليه عمق تحليله
Colin Henry Wilson was born and raised in Leicester, England, U.K. He left school at 16, worked in factories and various occupations, and read in his spare time. When Wilson was 24, Gollancz published The Outsider (1956) which examines the role of the social 'outsider' in seminal works of various key literary and cultural figures. These include Albert Camus, Jean-Paul Sartre, Ernest Hemingway, Her
Colin Henry Wilson was born and raised in Leicester, England, U.K. He left school at 16, worked in factories and various occupations, and read in his spare time. When Wilson was 24, Gollancz published The Outsider (1956) which examines the role of the social 'outsider' in seminal works of various key literary and cultural figures. These include Albert Camus, Jean-Paul Sartre, Ernest Hemingway, Hermann Hesse, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, William James, T. E. Lawrence, Vaslav Nijinsky and Vincent Van Gogh and Wilson discusses his perception of Social alienation in their work. The book was a best seller and helped popularize existentialism in Britain. Critical praise though, was short-lived and Wilson was soon widely criticized.
Wilson's works after The Outsider focused on positive aspects of human psychology, such as peak experiences and the narrowness of consciousness. He admired the humanistic psychologist Abraham Maslow and corresponded with him. Wilson wrote The War Against Sleep: The Philosophy of Gurdjieff on the life, work and philosophy of G. I. Gurdjieff and an accessible introduction to the Greek-Armenian mystic in 1980. He argues throughout his work that the existentialist focus on defeat or nausea is only a partial representation of reality and that there is no particular reason for accepting it. Wilson views normal, everyday consciousness buffeted by the moment, as "blinkered" and argues that it should not be accepted as showing us the truth about reality. This blinkering has some evolutionary advantages in that it stops us from being completely immersed in wonder, or in the huge stream of events, and hence unable to act. However, to live properly we need to access more than this everyday consciousness. Wilson believes that our peak experiences of joy and meaningfulness are as real as our experiences of angst and, since we are more fully alive at these moments, they are more real. These experiences can be cultivated through concentration, paying attention, relaxation and certain types of work.
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